As many of you may already be aware, my father passed away 2 and a half weeks ago due to his health failing. My father suffered from a wide range of health problems, and has had difficulty the last few years. Despite all of this, I was shocked when I got the call that I needed to come over to his home right away because he wasn’t breathing.
Below is a video that I recorded discussing this situation. I haven’t grieved yet. Sometimes, I even forget that he is no longer with us and pick up my phone to call him. Then I remember, he is gone.
I have never dealt with a close person to me dying. I’ve never felt this. I’ve cried, but I don’t think I have truly wrapped my head around the fact that my dad is no longer with us. I am not even sure I know how to.